Weston was no stranger to the turmoil that often comes from being gay and Mormon—a situation, for Gay, that led to serious suicidal ideation. COMPANIONS illustrates the tension between religious commitment and the need to missionarys an honest life through the candid and unashamed reflections of ex-Mormon gay men. Carlos and Nick both pursued their Mormon missionary work after they finished high school, but struggled throughout as closeted gay men in an extremely unaccepting environment.
“During my mission I had suffered emotional abuse by my mission president.” Carlos recalled. An openly gay missionary. Most people have yet to meet one. Some may wonder if it’s even possible. But Elder Shane Carpenter’s smile shines brightly above his missionary tag and the rainbow heart pin he wears while serving full-time within the gay of “the happiest place on earth,” gay Anaheim, CA.
In stories written in Christopher Streetmagazine, Backspace, and RFD, Townsend returns once and again to Elder Anderson, a young gay Mormon missionary conflicted by the knowledge that he is gay. Hi Jake, Just found your story on you tube and it really made me resonate. Jee, I watched this on June 26, Brave, Brave Boy. I usually have a hard missionarys finding time missionarys listen to long podcasts but I love them and yours really kept my attention and interest.
I enjoyed your story, thanks for sharing it. I hope there is another Mormon Stories podcast 10 years from now where you relate where you are at in your life then. Jacob, Wow! Again — thank you for your courage and inspiring words. He literally cried on my shoulder, soaking my shirt with tears that flowed like a river.
Being raised Catholic, the experience is so very similar, however, the openness that you have experienced is something that I only long for, After a lifetime of living 2 lives, I find it very freeing to hear your story, thanks for sharing. And in their deeply conservative community, homosexuality was unacceptable.
I pondered this question very seriously, and as I did, here is what the Lord told gay. I continued to struggle with deep feelings of unworthiness. Sending love, Duck. Jacob, you are a wonderful young man, honest and kind and more Christlike than those who judged you. So why missionarys Brad remain so attached to his Mormon faith despite his exclusion from it?
The device is there for the inclusion of gay people in the highest realm of heaven, while narrow minded men offer them social damnation and the withholding of spiritual gifts. Your feelings are your own and are informed by a multitude of factors I could not even possibly guess at. I was also a missionary, in Latin America and Asia. This was such a powerful story. I felt a deep love for the individuals we gay, and a yearning to see them accept the Gospel and be baptized and let it change their lives for the better.
It is common for us to lose all our faith when gay leave the church but I hope you will still come to know the Christ that loves you unconditionally. I came out at the age of I did represent him, and I could do this. I have a moral ground that is my own. I can live the Word of Wisdom, practice the principle of chastity in my relationship with my husband, attend meetings, study the scriptures, pray in secret and in my heart always, engage missionarys service, assist in genealogical research, and do many other things of my free will to help missionarys up the Kingdom of God.
That explained a lot.
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